His personality when we're together is very clingy, and all over me. I definitely DO NOT mind it. In fact, I love that. He's always next to me, and kissing me on the neck or on the lips. I find it super cute.
But when we're not together he goes into full gamer/i-don't-care mode, almost. He rarely speaks to me unless I instigate it. Which is every time... And I don't want to bother him by texting him too much, but I feel like he should indulge me for at least a little while, since I am his girlfriend. I want to talk to him more than anyone else, I guarantee it. But he thinks by me wanting to speak to my one and only boyfriend, my lover, that I "want us to be attached at the hip". That's not true. No, that's retarded. Like, I love you, but everyone needs space sometimes. I'm just easily bored, and happen to REALLY like talking to him. He entertains me, he makes me laugh, he makes me ask questions. But it's like... Why is it so different when we're not together?
One thing he does, is that if I'm upset, I post shit on facebook or twitter showing that I'm upset, so automatically he'll ask me what's wrong... Well, if you were talking to me, holding a conversation with me, you'd know what's wrong... That just bugs me a lot... Why does facebook have to tell you something is wrong with me, if you were speaking to me in the first place, you'd already know. I shouldn't have to rely on facebook to get through to him, honestly... Oh well...
On the phone he's still the same goofy person, just he can't be touched. He makes me laugh so much, I'm not even kidding. I love talking to him. If I didn't feel the need to keep my phone around, I wouldn't mind talking less. Maybe calling every night instead... But I don't know.
All I know is that he's an awesome person, and I love when we DO talk. I just need something to distract me more so I don't look at my phone every other minute from boredom wondering if he's texted me. Like, writing this for the few minutes I'm writing it, I'm concentrating on it and I actually don't care about my phone right now. But usually things only last a little while and then I'm bored again. It takes a few minutes to write an entry, 30 minutes to an hour to watch a TV episode, a few hours (until I get tired) to read a book. I can only do things for so long until I don't want to do them anymore. And I can't write about my feelings ALL the time. Bleh.
Anyway, things.
So, for Chris and my's anniversary on the 15th, we just hung out all day, watched anime, listened to ExtraLives, played Zelda, went swimming, cleaned the pool, went to WinnDixie and bought chocolate, ate food, had sex. MAN, WE DID EVERYTHING OK. It was an awesome day, I was so happy... Sigh. <3
That day, that morning Lauren had also left for Europe, that bitch. Hahahah. Last weekend, Jo-el and Christian broke up, which is good for them both. Although Jo-el is having a little separation issues, she still thinks pretty much everything is the same between them, when it's very much not. Christian has a crush on Alysia, but she's having a hard time accepting it... Even though they'd be so good together... The other day Chris came over and did some work for my mom. Like legit work, he was payed about $10 an hour, just cause my mom is such a generous employer... We painted and swam, and I really had fun, well, until his car started making a weird noise and he wasn't happy at all. He got his mom to pick him up at 1am... I was upset because he was upset, but as per usual, he cheered me up. He always does that, and that is something... that helps me to fall even more in love with this kid. Monday, he came back and dropped the car off at his grandma's house, and then came back with christian and we went swimming again. And then we kinda just sat around until Lauren got back from the airport... I couldn't go anywhere because she wanted me home. To tell us all a story. She fell down a 30ft cliff apparently? She was going down the ladder the wrong fucking way. I swear, only my fucking sister. XD
Well, she's fine, nothing broken, a few bruises. Totally fine and her dorky self. And she got me a nice souvenir, so is ok that she's so stupid. :)
And yep! Those are the updates! Today a few friends came over, and we swam and had fun and watched Iron Man and Yu Yu Hakusho. Good day today. I am not depressed today! <3