I don't feel good about this. I said I wanted to back away, but I don't want to not talk to you. I'm just upset lately.
Change of topic, I need a job. Yesterday I applied to a few places online... but I feel like I applied to a lot of places, I don't remember everything I applied to. I should find that out and write that down, so I can be prepared in case any company calls me back!
Another change of topic, I want to go abroad to Rome, Italy this summer, for a summer seminar. One of my teachers will be teaching some classes, and they will offer some classes that I'm required to take anyway... but it'll be during my birthday and it's 4 weeks long and it's a LOT of money... and this will be the first summer I'd get to spend with Fernando in my life... and I was hoping he and I could spend more time together... but at the same time, I don't think he cares... I'm still going to research scholarships, and such. We'll see.
Change of topic, I need a job. Yesterday I applied to a few places online... but I feel like I applied to a lot of places, I don't remember everything I applied to. I should find that out and write that down, so I can be prepared in case any company calls me back!
Another change of topic, I want to go abroad to Rome, Italy this summer, for a summer seminar. One of my teachers will be teaching some classes, and they will offer some classes that I'm required to take anyway... but it'll be during my birthday and it's 4 weeks long and it's a LOT of money... and this will be the first summer I'd get to spend with Fernando in my life... and I was hoping he and I could spend more time together... but at the same time, I don't think he cares... I'm still going to research scholarships, and such. We'll see.